||[Apr. 8th, 2005|08:25 pm]
Further convincing those to be my friend and continueing on my path to add and keep friends</strong>|
I am sorry to this person, but if i say something to the person i have an issue with, does it not get back to their friends, who ultimately are informed? So the issue is intersting, you will tell person a and they will telll b,c and the third, so i don't get it.
What i don't get is why is it that my personality, which has always been the same, getting to so many lately? If i remember there was a time when the honesty and sarcasm was loved, there is NO WAY i will change to make anyone happy.
I wont change
THere are some that i will NEVER be mean to, bc they just don't do anything to hurt or bother anyone. Perfect example is the lovable, happy-faced, curly-haired girl that wont be named. I am not on an attack of just everyone, just those that have adding to the pot.. and now it has boiled over!
This season of change is just a time to air out my home, my dwelling of all the dirt that has accumulated. Some of that dirt has been adding without me saying anything and making it know.... but bc they have decided to attack i have to attack back.
Now to the FIRST person i ever had a lj-posted issue, none of this applies to you only just the time. Bc i get what ur saying and how you u feel, i KNOW you wont think this is about our "issue"
Why is everyone a victim of an alterrell tirade, victims, how about those that are finally getting their comeupances. A lot of events have occured that have led to this, and the ppl i address many dont inhabit this lj-space, but should i just sit on it and let it be released on an undeserving innocent person. SO i vent.
COuld some of it be that i feel like the elephant in the room, no one is bothering to mention
IF i am being to vague about my emotions i could be detailed but tht, idk, do u wanna hear details? (prob not)